March 25, 2011 Friday

Slept in my bed for the second time this month. It is a good feeling.

Thursday, March 24, 2005

I went on a walk with Elliott to grab some Jamba Juice and before we went to bed we watched the end of Free Willy. We watched on an earlier date, but never finished. Planning on watching Free Willy 2 tomorrow night.

I finally know what to do with this blog. So, I got this idea from this video. In the video, she talks about how her great great great? grandma wrote one sentence everyday for years about her day. That seems like a good idea for someone who sucks at blogging. I can do one sentence or several. I am going to try to remember before I go to bed that I will write one or more sentences about my day.

Day 7: Whirlwind of Emotions

I am not sure where to start. My feelings have been bouncing all over the place. I guess we can start at the beginning.

Let's start with math class. I got a 15/50 on my quiz. First of all, who makes a 50 point quiz. I totally do not understand. I know how to do the work. I really do, but the way my math teacher sets up his quizzes and test is by step by step questions. Sounds like he is really trying to help us right? In a way, yes he is, but also he is setting me up for failure. The little questions I do not get really add up to really bite me in the butt. I get calculus, I hate his tests.

After math class, I skip computer science. I did not finish my take home portion of my test because I stayed up all night with two babies and just was too exhausted to work on it anymore. I sat in the cafeteria with my friend, Jordan. In our conversation, I ended up being frustrated, crying, happy, etc.

I really don't want to talk about my feelings anymore. I am just kind of fed up with them at the moment.

Praying for any of those who are affected by the natural disasters of late.

Day 6: Welcome to the World

Today is an exciting day. My third nephew, Adrian was born today at 2:13 pm. What was I doing at 2:13 pm? Well, I was on my way home from school so, I can take over the baby sitting duties for my dad who was watching the other two nephews of mine slash his grandchildren. I didn't go to the hospital since 1. I had school. I would have been willing to skip except that I had a math quiz and a computer science test. Those are things I could not make up. 2. I have to watch the kids. I feel those are decent reasons.

I am excited to see the new baby. I cannot wait. Hopefully, it will come home in the frog onesie I bought him not too long ago. It definitely brighten up my day of long testing. But at the moment, I am definitely feeling more exhausted than excited. Taking care of kids even for a few hours is a lot of work that is why I never want kids. I can barely do the work now of just for a few hours. I cannot imagine it doing it for 24/7. I admire moms and dads who do it all by themselves. Least the ones who do actual parenting and not just letting their kids do all the work for them. YaknowwhatImean?

By the way, I think my blog layout is now perfect. I feel that it totally sums up who I am. At least the good parts.

1. I am cute or I have been told I am pretty cute all the time by my friends.

2. I love pandas. I love love. I love pandas in love.

3. I like hugging.

4. It is pretty Asian. I am Asian if you did not know. I am Vietnamese.

5. I enjoy hearts.

6. I also enjoy bamboo. Not so much eating bamboo, but the plant itself is very beautiful.

7. The bow in the girl panda is wearing reminds me of Hello Kitty and I am pretty obsessed with Hello Kitty even though I am 19 years old now. It is a part of my childhood I want to keep with me just a little bit longer.

Hypothetical Day 5

I suck at blogging. I know. What made me stop after blogging for only four days? Here are my list of excuses.

1. The internet. The internet is a great thing, but only it if runs well. The internet I have at home...Well lets just say this plainly. It sucks ass. It can barely load this website. Yes, there are ways around it such as blogging at school, but blogging isn't on my mind when I am at school. I have things such as classes and my friends.

2. Forgetting. As I said before, blogging isn't always on my mind. It is just as simple as me forgetting that I dedicated myself to blog everyday for an entire year. My thought processes goes like this if I forget one blog. Oh I forgot to write yesterdays blog so, there is no point in writing todays blog right? I mean I already failed so, why keep going? Kind of like how I feel about going to class.

3. Topics. I know I only blogged for four days, but topics are hard to come up with. I like to think I am witty, smart, and funny. In reality, anyone reading this knows I am not. At least not through writing. I still like to think of myself as a smartwittyfunny person in real life. I got to have an ego somehow.

Tired of reading about my excuses yet? I know I am tired of writing about them. Excuses are excuses. There really are no good reasons why I stopped, but I think I want to continue again. There has been much added drama to my life and I need a place to figure it all out so, why not use my very neglected blog that no one reads to put all my thoughts and feelings down or just use it as a place to portray who I actually want to be? I think it is a great idea. I hope you do, too.

Now moving onto something I actually really want to talk about. Lent. I am not Christian nor will I ever be. I am happy being a Buddhist, but the idea of giving something for spiritual reasons seems like a good idea. I like to think of it as a mini New Years. People always give up things when the New Years start, but of course lots of us quit within the first few days or so. I am living example of that. What am I giving up? Junk food. Lately, I have been eating pretty junky. I rather not get fat and be super unhealthy. If I can do forty days of no junk food then it should get easier after that right? I hope so. I really dislike how Lent is always around the same time as Girl Scout Cookie season. It is tragic. Uneaten Girl Scout cookies are calling my names. Even the eaten ones. I can't help.

Hello. My name is Hangla and I am an addict for Girl Scout Cookies. Especially the samoas. I am at stage negative 5421. It is that bad.

Day 4: Recipe for Me [at least for today]

Step 1: Wake up at 1:40 AM.

Step 2: Do the following until 6:30 AM:

• Play Ranch Rush
• Watch Bones
• Listen to Music
• Surf the internet
• Watch Youtube videos
• Do homework

Step 3: Around 6:30 AM take a shower.

Step 4: Once finish with shower, brush teeth and moisturize your face.

Step 5: Do some of Step 2 again until feeling like getting ready.

Step 6: Once you have that feeling, go put on your make up, pack your bag, and put on some clothes.

Step 7: Wait around for Ty to show up.

Step 8: Ty has arrive

Step 9: Ventured toward the direction of his car, but don't forget to lock the door.

Step 10: Once in the car, proceed to be a good passenger and put on your seatbelt.

Step 11: Pass out to the elevator music.

Step 12: Once at school, go about the daily schedule of things such as going into a food coma and doodling really awesome pictures in computer science class.

Step 13: Almost to forget to write a blog everyday!

Day 3: First day of school is so annoying

I am so annoyed! beyond belief. This is going to be such a teenager angry blog, but that is bound to happen when you are going to blog for an entire year. Here are the list of things that went wrong today:

1. I woke up at 1 because I thought it said 4. Yes, I wake up really early because I can't sleep and I have not slept since then.

2. Josh kept touching my stuff even though I told him many, many times to not do it.

3. James put on my gloves and ripped them.

4. Travis keeps picking on me for something that is not true or even funny.

5. I found out when you deposit a check through an ATM machine it doesn't deposit all of it at once, but little by little. I seriously do not understand this at all! I thought it would just deposit everything all at once, once it has been processed. I really need that money to buy books, bus pass, and other things.

Now that I have ranted a little [didn't want to rant too much] I think I should focus on the good things.

1. I went out to lunch with friends. Good food, good company is always a good time.

That is about it. That was the main good thing of my day that I enjoyed immensely. I guess getting done early with class is super nice. So, that is two things.

First day of school is always rough. At least in my book.

Day 2: Last Day of Break

So, tomorrow I go back to school. Woot! I am actually very excited for this quarter. I will be taking a computer science class. A very basic one. Also, Calculus one and a communications class. I am mostly excited for my CS class. I have sort of always been toying with the idea of actually having a job that had to do with making video games. I know. It sounds a bit odd. I mean how many girls actually want to have that kind of job? And it is just a little werid to tell people. Making video games? Sounds like such a slacker job. I am hoping I won't be the only girl in the class. I like to tend to keep a low profile.

I can already tell making a blog everyday will be hard. Not the process of writing a blog, but remembering to write one. I almost forgot until a moment ago that I needed to write one. Hopefully, I will remember. It would be sad if I forgot one day and used up one of my four passes. I think it will be better when school starts tomorrow because I'll go to school, come home, and I'll want to unwind = writing blog. I love writing blogs even though I am not the point at where I want to be. I guess it is like journaling and from people who do write in journals always find it therapeutic. And that is how I feel about blogging.

Accomplishment of the Day:

Day 1: Happy New Year!

Hello fellow blog readers. I hope you started your new year with a bang. Mine wasn't so much as a bang, but more like saying, "That is what she said!" to something the news caster was saying which I have no idea what that was right now. Moving on.

I had a lovely New Years Eve with the friends. I made some new ones. Made memories to talk about in the future and talked about the past with. Touched a beard. Kissed a few people on the cheek. And had a bear with a penis shoved in my face before I went to bed. Then woke up to find my friend left without me. All is good since I eventually got home, spent time with the fam., and took a nap.

Which leads you to the point where I am now. Sitting in my room and writing this blog. I guess I should explain this project. How this is going to work for me and why I am doing it.

I want to write a blog everyday for an entire year. That seems kind of hard because I tried blogging everyday for two weeks and it went okay. So, I made another goal to blog for an entire month and that part didn't go so well. The point of me doing this is so I can become 1. a better writer 2. more responsible. That is pretty much it. I am going to give myself some leeway? leaway? leway? Not exactly sure how that is spelt, but I am going to give myself four free passes for the entire year. That sounds reasonable. I already have enough stress in my life and when finals come around I probably don't want to blog. A day off would be nice, but I am going to try to use them as little as possible.

Hopefully this blog wasn't too scattered. I would tell my night in more detail, but I feel that would be wrong. I am not comfortable sharing that with everyone on the internet. Some things are just kept for me. Rambling. Sorry. I'll end this right now.